red valentine!

happy valentine All...!
I made this post in my Aunt's house. yep...because today is also Chinese's new year. I got several red envelopes this year. not much...But I can buy a pair of shoes with that money.

seems like I m not so lucky this year. I have no date this valentine. shhhhhh.....but who cares?
I m very happy to have this new year celebration with my family. Maybe this year is our last new year celebration before we're separated. My olderst Aunty are moving out of town. She will follow her husband working out side of the town.

and ...me...if my scholarship aplication were aproved, I will soon move to Korea. I will live there for 5 year. WAAAA~~
Love korea so much. Since I love Xiah...I also in love with Korea. the language...the Culture...everything!


love is a complicated thing. I just got a new experience. it's about how you may not trust words of men.
the new term of WOM is Words of Men.

somehow...men tell bulls***. I guess we need to create "filter" to make sure what we believe is the truth. not just a white lie to make us happy.


one thing for sure...never decrease your standard and your quality just because you want somebody. there are a lot of great men out there. and if you haven't met one...be patient~

because if a man likes you...he will chase you up...because the nature of men are hunters...they hunt!


don't chase a man. NEVER chase a man.

when life become so colorful...

belakangan hidup begitu berwarna....banyak hal yang aku dapat termasuk pandangan orang bahwa cinta itu butuh waktu yang lama. buat aku...cinta ga butuh waktu lama... karena cinta bukan entitas yang harus diukur dari berapa lamanya. yaa~ karena orang yang pacaran nya 8 tahun pun belum pasti perkawinannya langgeng. tapi some of my friends still think that love is about time.

what can I say?

well... lately I also got the chance (I m sure it was given by God :D) to see the real face of the people around me.

satu hal yang aku sesali bahwa mungkin...there are some fake people, Oh God...hahhaha...
dealing with love is not easy.
and because this "love thing" I can see who's my friend and what friendship is.

sigh....
one thing for sure...
I m a big girl. And Fergie says : big girls don't cry.

even thou at this moment, I really use my heart on him... that's the flaws of the story. using my heart too early and get fall too deep.

I guess this year is another pathetic valentine. hahahhaha....


ya...udah lah...rencanaku selanjutnya bakal nunggu pengumuman beasiswa ke korea tanggal 25 febuary ini. wish me luck. it;s my sweet escape....

the place where I bet my dream on....

I m in love.

it's been a while since the last i felt in love.
yah...last night I thinkI m in love.
my only prayer is I don't wanna have one side love.
it is a wonderful feeling when u re fall deeply in love. but one thing for sure, time don't cooperate well with me. I was in uncertain condition until i NIIED give the announcement who are the grantees. i applied for a scholarship in korea for 5 years. i wait anxiously till i met him. for several girls, in love with a guy in wrong time will destroy anything. anything!

I was so confuse and still am.
I want to speak for my love so it wont end up as an unspoken love. but there's someone going to be hurt.

arrrhggg....
XD

should i stop falling and just turn to someone new?
oh, God...why human naming the proses to get in love with someone as "fall"....it is always hurt when u re falling.

sigh...